urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse or junkyard. spongeycakes@hotmail.com Jess [Whats Her Face] 2005-03-04T02:11:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:566718 2004-09-30T05:58:33Z 2005-03-04T02:11:16Z <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/fo.jpg"><br /><br /><b><u>FRIENDS-ONLY</u></b> from here on out. Comment and I'll add you.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:564668 2004-09-27T04:21:35Z 2004-09-27T04:21:35Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />What's your name? :: Jess<br />Birthplace :: Uh...Plymouth?<br />Age :: 18<br />Age you act :: Ha.....13<br />Current location :: Kingston<br />Eye color :: Blue<br />Hair color :: Reddish at the moment<br />Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: Righty<br />Zodiac sign? :: Taurus<br />Height? :: 5'5<br /><br />[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] <br />Your hair :: Short and gross<br />Your fears :: The dark, being killed<br />Your perfect room :: 60s mod style<br />What you practically do in a day :: Eat and sleep and go to school and drive<br /><br />[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] <br />Words you overuse :: "Word" (seriously)<br />Phrases you overuse :: "Dag yo"<br />Your first thought when you wake up :: I wish I were dead<br />Your greatest accomplishment :: Not doing drugs...not really hard for me, but still<br />Something you want to do :: Be famous<br /><br />[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] <br />Pepsi or Coke :: Neither<br />McDonald's or Burger Kings :: Eh...McDonald's<br />Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: No thanks<br />Chocolate or vanilla :: Chocolate<br />Burgers or hot dogs :: Burgers<br /><br />[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] <br />Smoke :: No<br />Sing well :: I hope so<br />Talk to yourself :: Not really...but if you count when I talk to people and they don't listen, then yes, all the time<br />Believe in yourself :: Sometimes<br />Like taking these longass surveys? :: Yes<br />Want to go to college? :: No<br />Want to get married? :: Maybe<br />Want to have children? :: Adopt<br />Think you're a health freak? :: HA!<br />Get along with your parents :: Yes...mostly<br />Get along with your siblings? :: Sometimes<br />Think you're popular :: No<br /><br />[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] <br />Gone out of state :: Yes<br />Done any drugs :: No<br />Eaten an entire box of oreos :: Yes most likely<br />Been on stage :: Yes<br />Gone skinny dipping :: No...damn!<br />Been dumped :: No<br />Dyed your hair :: Yes<br />Stolen anything :: No<br /><br />[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] <br />Craziest :: Maddie and Jeff<br />Loudest :: Maddie<br />Most shy :: Uh....Kristi?<br />Smartest :: Topher<br />Best singer :: Debra Dooley<br />Pain in the ass :: Maddie! Haha just kidding<br />Funniest :: Maddie, Jeff, Jon, Kristi...<br />Dependable :: Hm. None of them really so much<br />Trustworthy :: Topher<br />Druggie :: None really<br />Most likely to end up in jail :: Kristi of course<br />Person you've known the longest :: Kath and Nelly<br /><br />[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] <br />Last dream :: Hm. I remember something about me, Erin, and Nancy driving in a car...maybe that was my last dream?<br />Last nightmare :: I haven't had a lot really, which is good for me<br />Car ride :: Home from Mad's<br />Last time you cried :: Hm. When Maddie came home, but I barely cried<br />Last movie seen :: I just watched part of some movie with my dad...I don't know what it's called though<br />Last movie rented :: Purple Rain!<br />Last book read :: *shrug* Choke I think<br />Last word said :: "Ok"<br />Last curse word said :: "Fuck" I'm sure<br />Last time you laughed :: At Maddie's<br />Last phone call :: Jon<br />Last CD played :: Beach Boys<br />Last song you listened to :: I don't remember<br />Last annoyance :: Waking up early<br />Last IM :: JJ<br />Last person you yelled at :: My dad<br />Last time you wore a skirt :: Psh I don't remember<br />Last time you fought with your parents :: Today at the hospital<br />Played Truth or Dare :: In the car with Pete, Brian, Amanda, and Max! Oooone is the loneliest number that you'll eeeever dooooo!<br />Spent quality time alone :: This morning<br /><br />[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] <br />Are you talking to someone on AIM :: Yes<br />Do you feel lonely :: Yes<br />Do you have a digital camera? : Yes<br />If so, do you post pictures of yourself online? : Yes<br /><br />Which Is Worse? <br />Physical Pain/Emotional Pain? Depends<br />Blink-182/Good Charlotte? *shrug*<br />Being Deaf/Being Blind? Blind<br />Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do? Rushing...you hit things with your car that way<br /><br />Love <br />Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"? Yeah<br />Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all? Eff love<br /><br />War: Good or Bad? Bad<br />Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton? Hm. Tough, they're both pretty bad<br />What color is your room? White...<br />How old is your mom? 46<br />Black and white or color photos? Depends<br />Who cuts your hair? Whoever is available to cut my hair at that moment<br />What color is your toothbrush? I think it's white and pink<br />What color is your hair brush? Blue<br />Are you sexy? Totally.<br />What color do people tells you looks nice on you? Hm. None color<br />What color do you think looks nice on you? *shrug*<br />Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you? Older...never again will I even go near a younger person until "younger" is at LEAST 18<br />Do you listen to songs on repeat often? Yes<br />Do you dye your hair regularly? Yes<br /><br />Emotions Right Now- <br />Are You Happy Right Now: No<br />Sad: No<br />Grumpy: Yes<br />Annoyed: Yes<br />Angry: Yes<br />Sick: No<br />Lonely: Yes<br />Bored: Yes<br /><br /><br />Perfect guy.<br />Hair color? Dark<br />Eye color? I like blue and green<br />Height? More tall than short<br />Six pack? Well, I like em skinny....<br />Long hair or short? Long...not too long though...shaggy<br />Glasses? Hm. Maybe<br />Piercings? Sure<br />Eyebrows? They keep sweat from your eyes<br />Chest hair? No thanks<br />Buff or skinny? Skinny<br />Teeth? I like good teeth<br /><br />Section 2 <br />Funny or serious? Depends on the situation at HAND<br />Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? Both<br />Should he be able to bake or cook? Sure, because I sure as hell can't<br />Does he have a best friend? Sure<br />Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? Whatevs<br />Out-going or shy? A little of both<br />Sarcastic or sincere? Both<br />Does he love his mother? Sure<br />Should he watch chick-flicks? Yes, even if he doesn't like them<br />Would he be a smoker? Ya know, I don't condone it or anything, but I've recently realized I find smoking a little sexy. I'm fucked...<br />How about a drinking? No drinking!<br />And swearing? I don't care, I swear like a sailor<br />Would he play with your hair? Of course<br />Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? Ha no way<br />Would he pay for you when you're on a date? No<br />Does he kiss on the first date? Well, depends<br />Would he buy you flowers? NO I do not like flowers!<br />Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? Ha...Mark Uhlar anyone? (haha kidding Mark, it just sounds like you)<br />Would he write poetry about you? Meh<br />Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends? Heck yes!<br />How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? Heck yes!<br />Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? Sure<br />Would you hold hands? Of course! GOSH!<br /><br />Section 3 <br />Does he play soccer? No<br />Baseball? No<br />Skateboard? Sure<br />Snowboard? Sure<br />Can he sing? Doesn't matter, he does it anyway<br />Play the guitar? Sure<br />Play piano? Sure<br />Play the drums? Sure<br />Can he keep his room clean? As long as it doesn't smell super nasty<br />Is he an artist of sorts? Yes<br />Does he write his own music? Yes<br /><br />Section 4 <br />Does he use the word dude? Sure<br />Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? Sure<br />what kind of car does he drive? Just A car will do<br />How old is he? 18-23<br /><br /><br /><br />Three things that scare me: <br />1 The dark<br />2 Dying<br />3 Everything else<br /><br />Three people who make me laugh: <br />1 Mad<br />2 Jon<br />3 Jeff<br /><br />Three Things I love: <br />1 Milk<br />2 Chocolate<br />3 The internet<br /><br />Three Things I hate: <br />1 Idiots<br />2 Stuck up people<br />3 Drugs<br /><br /><br />Three things on my desk: <br />1 Camera<br />2 Phone<br />3 Goldfish<br /><br />Three things I'm doing right now: <br />1 Fighting with JJ<br />2 Itching my back<br />3 Being bored<br /><br />Three ways to describe my personality: <br />1 Crazy<br />2 Fun<br />3 WHAAAAAAAAAAT?!<br /><br /><br /><br />favorite-<br />color- Black<br />candy - Anything<br />movie - No<br />tv show - I have a few<br />actor- That guy from that thing<br />actress - Audrey Tautou<br />day of the week- Saturday<br />month- Hm....October and May and June and July<br />season - Summer<br />holiday - Christmas is good....Halloween too<br />shampoo - That stuff...ya know?<br />hangout - Anywhere<br />animal - That crazy animal<br />flower- That thing<br />guy's name - Jean Paul<br />girl's name - Sadie/Paige urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:564215 2004-09-26T05:58:47Z 2004-09-26T05:58:47Z JON AND JEFF.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.jmoneystudios.net/mortalpoet/fries.html">THIS</a> has a joke. Like your jokes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:563646 2004-09-25T05:38:07Z 2004-09-25T05:38:07Z More update.<br /><br />My mom is ok...kind of. She either has appendicitis or a kidney infection. If it is door number one, she'll have surgery tomorrow. <br /><br />I went to Nelly's house for pre-party fun! I left once the booze got there because, ya know. It was nice to see everyone though.<br /><br />Real end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:563336 2004-09-25T05:30:21Z 2004-09-25T05:30:21Z Well then. SOME people need to stop playing on the fact that I am so gullable. <br /><br />Chris, Erin, and Kristi just left. We played karaoke and watched Mean Girls. <br /><br />I repel guys like a leper! Guh....someone like me. Please? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:562948 2004-09-24T06:43:47Z 2004-09-24T06:43:47Z Meeeeeh.<br /><br />I woke up to people walking around upstairs. I figured it was like...7, and I realized I didn't put my alarm on. I checked the clock...2:30AM. Uhh. I went upstairs to see what was going on, no one to be found. I called my dad, apparently my mom wasn't feeling well an wanted to go to the ER. My dad said he'd call later if anything happens. <br /><br />Weird. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:562689 2004-09-23T22:53:39Z 2004-09-23T22:53:39Z Guh, I was late for school and that sucks. This whole carpool thing is not fun. I don't know what I'm going to do. <br /><br />Tomorrow is Napoleon Dynamite AGAIN with Brian. I just talked to Amanda, who is with Brian, and I told her she better not drop out of school or I will kick her in her huge balls.<br /><br />I'm really tired... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:562657 2004-09-23T11:27:12Z 2004-09-23T11:27:12Z I woke up with my stomach feeling not-so-good, just to find my mom calling into work. She's got the flu. Awesome.<br /><br />Who's idea was it for me to go to bed at 4 in the AM? <br /><br />It's my nana's birthday today! She's like....82. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:562308 2004-09-23T07:11:40Z 2004-09-23T07:11:40Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />i n f o r m a t i o n<br />1. name: Jess<br />2. single or taken: Single<br />3. sex: Female<br />4. birthday: 5-14-86<br />6. siblings: Nicki<br />7. hair color: Uh...reddish brown<br />8. eye color: Blue<br />9. shoe size: 7 1/2<br />10. height: 5'5"<br /><br />r e l a t i o n s h i p s<br />1. who are is your best friends?: Maddie, Kristi, Jeff, and Jon<br />2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope<br /><br />f a s h i o n s t u f f<br />1. where is your favorite place to shop: Salv Arm<br />2. any tattoos or piercing: No tats, nose and labret piercings<br /><br />s p e c i f i c s<br />1. do you do drugs?: No way man<br />2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Dove and shitty ass school shampoo<br />3. what are you most scared of?: Everything<br />4. who is the last person that called you?: My mom<br />5. Where do you want to get married?: *shrug*<br />6. what would you change about yourself?: Not be so..annoying<br /><br />f a v o r i t e s<br />1. color: Black<br />2. food: Anything<br />3. boys names: <br />4. girls names: <br />5. subjects in school: No thanks<br />6. animals: Ligers<br />7. sports: Softball is fun<br /><br />h a v e y o u e v e r<br />1. given anyone a bath?: My cousin when she pooed herself<br />2. smoked?: No<br />3. bungee jumped?: No<br />4. made yourself throw up?: No<br />5. skinny dipped?: I want to!<br />6: ever been in love?: Eff that<br />7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes<br />8. pictured your crush naked?: Heh<br />9. actually seen your crush naked?: Yes<br />10. cried when someone died?: Once<br />11. lied: Yes<br />12. fallen for your best friend?: Hmm...yeah<br />13. been rejected?: Yes<br />14. rejected someone?: of course<br />15. used someone?: Perhaps<br />16. done something you regret?: Every day<br /><br />c u r r e n t<br />clothes: Hobomock Hawks shirt, grey undies, socks<br />music: Sunny Came Home<br />make-up: Naw<br />annoyance: Lack of sleep<br />smell: Sex and candy...damn I wish!<br />desktop picture: Aqua Teens<br />book youre reading: Um....nothing<br />in cd player: A craaaazy mix!<br />in dvd player: Hm. 50 First Dates, but that was a tape...but it's a tape/DVD player...<br />color of toenails: Pinkish<br /><br />l a s t p e r s o n<br />you touched: Mary?<br />hugged: My mom<br />you imed: This crazy boy Mike<br />you yelled at: Maddie to get in the car<br />you kissed: Rob<br /><br />a r e y o u<br />understanding: Mostly<br />open-minded: Mostly<br />arrogant: Ha.....maybe<br />insecure: Sure<br />interesting: Bahaha!<br />random: Oh yes<br />hungry: No<br />smart: For the most part<br />moody: Indeed<br />hard working: HA!<br />organized: No way<br />shy: Not usually<br />difficult: Yes<br />attractive: I don't know<br />bored easily: Yes<br />messy: Yes, see my car lately?<br />obsessed: Not usually<br /><br />r a n d o m<br />In the morning i am: Angry<br />all i need is: To sleep<br /><br />o p p o s i t e s e x<br />what do you notice first: Nose and height<br />last person you slow danced with: Rob....god he was persistant<br />worst question to ask: Do what now?<br />makes you laugh the most: Crazy stuff<br />makes you smile: Anything<br />who do you have a crush on: Crushes are for....fags!<br />who has a crush on you: Apparently no one<br /><br />d o y o u e v e r<br />sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: .......next<br />wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not really<br />wish you were younger: No way<br />cried because someone said something about you?: No<br /><br />n u m b e r<br />of times i have had my heart broken: Psh<br />of hearts i have broken: Probably not too many<br />of guys ive kissed: 7<br />of girls ive kissed: None<br />of continents i have lived in: One<br />of tight friends: 4<br />of cds i own: Not too many<br />of scars on my body: 2 I can remember<br /><br />f i n a l q u e s t i o n s<br />1. do you like fillings these out?: Sure<br />2. gold or silver: Silver<br />3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: Napoleon Dynamite tonight y'all<br />7. favorite cartoon/anime?: ATHF and the likes<br />8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: A muffin<br />10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Any tall skinny fag will do<br />11. could you live without your computer?: No <br />12. would you color your hair? Yes and I plan to<br />13. could you ever get off the computer?: Yes<br />14. habla espanol?: Not much, I failed it sophomore year<br />15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 200<br />16. drink alcohol? Nope urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:561984 2004-09-23T04:39:27Z 2004-09-23T04:39:27Z I got another picture for Topher. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7928.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:561736 2004-09-22T20:56:17Z 2004-09-22T20:56:17Z So I go to the Salv Arm today. <br /><br />I get to the register, and in all the excitement of getting the PURPLE RAIN SOUNDTRACK ON TAPE, I realize I'm a dollar short. The lady says she'd have to ring the whole sale up again, which I knew, when all of a sudden, the guy behind me offers me a dollar. I fought with him for a minute, but he insisted, so I said thank you about a million times and left. I got some quarters out of my car and went back to repay him. I finally find him at his car and I run over to give him the quarters. He fighrs with me, saying his "made of money" and he doesn't want me to pay him back, so I just threw them on the seat of his car, said thanks, and ran away. It was really funny. What a nice guy! And I've done that before in that situation, so it's a little like karma. Weird man, weird.<br /><br />I have to go get Nciki soon and we will most probably go to Hunan. Hunan is pretty much my favorite restaurant ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:561547 2004-09-22T11:23:02Z 2004-09-22T11:23:02Z Ugh. I'm such a loser.<br /><br />I get so depressed in the morning and sometimes I just can't do...it. I'm not going to school today. I talked o my mom about switching to nights. That would be a lot better for me. I would be sad without Katherine and Amanda though. <br /><br />I really don't want to be a failure at this. I can't be. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:561389 2004-09-22T02:40:42Z 2004-09-22T02:40:42Z What WHAAAAAT!?<br /><br />Jamie drove to school and played country and rap the whole way. Got to school. Did school stuff. Went to the Olive Garden, I probably wouldn't have been invited if Jamie wasn't driving me home but it was fun. We all talked about random stuff and ate good cake. Came home. Went to Mad's. Went to Peaceful's. Went to the mall. Went back to Mad's. Cut Kel's bangs, they look hot. Watched Real World. Home. Sleep soon. Yesssssss. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:560910 2004-09-21T11:30:34Z 2004-09-21T11:30:34Z Ooo my ear is itchy. My ears get more messed up than any other piercing I've had. WTF mates?<br /><br />I forgot to write about thing that happened on Sunday, such as seeing the guy who pierced my nose at the other Pincusion and the guy who gave us back rubs with vibrating gloves. That's it.<br /><br />I'm going to bring my camera to school today to show off our cool hairstyling skills and stuff.<br /><br />Speaking of, it felt so nice to wash that shit from my hair. Ugh. <br /><br />We're going to try out this whole "carpooling with Jamie" thing this morning. We'll see how that goes. Hopefully it's alright, because I really get sick of driving, but at the same time I like to listen to my own music and be able to hang out in the cape when I want. Who knows what could come of this?! <br /><br />Not me, said the cat. I want sleep and I want it now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:560768 2004-09-21T05:22:03Z 2004-09-21T05:22:03Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />When you need a friend, don't look to a stranger<br />You know in the end, I'll always be there.<br />But when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger<br />Take a look all around, and I'll be there.<br /><br />I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.<br />I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.<br />But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me<br />I promise you, I promise you I will.<br /><br />When your day is through, and so is your temper<br />You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.<br />Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended.<br />These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.<br /><br />I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.<br />I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.<br />But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me<br />I promise you, I promise you...<br />I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.<br />I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.<br />And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me<br />I promise you, I promise you I will.<br /><br />I gotta tell you, I gotta tell you, I need to tell you...<br /><br />I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.<br />I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.<br />But if you'll wait around awhile, I'll make you fall for me<br />I promise you, I promise you...<br />I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.<br />I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be.<br />And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me<br />I promise you, I promise you I will. I will. I will. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:560448 2004-09-21T03:26:59Z 2004-09-21T03:26:59Z Didn't have such a bad day today.<br /><br />Drove down to school with Melissa. Did "UHH-HHH-HHH" a lot. Got to school, took a test and did stuff. Not the funnest day. Amanda put so much "PRODUCT" in my hair to try to make a mohawk. Didn't work, and now my hair is all kinds of nasty. Melissa and I drove home blasting the Beach Boys and singing Avril in opera voice. Came home, slept, woke up, ate, and now...this. <br /><br />Christopher and I just had a nice chat. Well, not nice, but it was nice to get some things out...even though I've been saying them for the past 3 days. I love Christopher. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><br />root356: What is it that you think N is................Crap<br />JeSsE2461: napoleon dynamite<br />root356: Damn Hussy your good<br />JeSsE2461: sure am<br />JeSsE2461: it's cuz amanda and i talked about it today<br />root356: Oh......<br />root356: I take that back<br />JeSsE2461: aww<br />JeSsE2461: even the hussy part?<br />root356: No I can never take the hussy part back<br />JeSsE2461: good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:560330 2004-09-20T02:35:44Z 2004-09-20T02:35:44Z Hi Livejournal.<br /><br />I'm bored. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:560053 2004-09-20T02:06:58Z 2004-09-20T02:06:58Z First off, I'd like to start with a joke. (This one's for Danimal and Brendan)<br /><br />What do you say to a woman with two black eyes?<br /><br /><br />Nothing. You've told her twice already.<br /><br /><br />Moving on, Brian and I had a good time in the cape today. We went to P-Town and went into porn shops. Fun was had by all. <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7880.jpg"><br /><br />This is Brian. He drives.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7884.jpg"><br /><br />This is Brian. He's a mermaid.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7886.jpg"><br /><br />Beach.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7888.jpg"><br /><br />Porn shop named after Christopher.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7889.jpg"><br /><br />I'm in love with this guy.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7893.jpg"><br /><br />My new boat.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7894.jpg"><br /><br />My new car. (GOD I wish)<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7902.jpg"><br /><br />HOT.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7905.jpg"><br /><br />Rainbow yay!<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7904.jpg"><br /><br />Seriously, this was taken a minute and a half after the first one. The sun went down so fast we could see it.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7908.jpg"><br /><br />Stop. In the name of love.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7919.jpg"><br /><br />Weeee!<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v25/spongeycakes/Picture7922.jpg"><br /><br />That white-ish blob in the sky is a firework. The picture did not come out too well, obviously.<br /><br /><br />Uh...it's over! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:559799 2004-09-19T06:23:00Z 2004-09-19T06:23:00Z So I was just thinking about this time. Amanda, Max, Pete, Brian, and me were playing truth or dare in the car, and someone dared Pete to sing One is the Loneliest Number with his head stuck out the window, and it was really really funny. I was truthed to pass the car in front of me because it was going too slow. That was funny too. <br /><br />Anyway, goodnight, I might go to the flea market tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:559500 2004-09-18T21:01:45Z 2004-09-18T21:01:45Z *dies*<br /><br />I'm waiting for Kristi to call. She needs to get dressed. I'm glad to hang out with her, for I totally need some Kristi time right about now. And I need to give her tapes.<br /><br />I was just thinking about something weird that happened with that boy that I had forgot about until just now. I'm still really confused about it, because none of what happened made sense. Wouldn't you be confused if someone wanted to keep in touch with you "so badly" and then never talked to you again? Now I remember why I don't get with kids younger than me...and besides, every other time a boy and I have liked each other even before we met (AKA Tim), it's never worked out very well.<br /><br />I'm in a total slump. *slumps* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:559351 2004-09-18T18:03:49Z 2004-09-18T18:03:49Z Well, I'm still alive. The last entry was just a joke, well, the dying part. All the rest was true. In conclusion, I knew I wasn't going to die, so do not tell me "you're sure I'll be fine" like I don't know. Uhh-hh-hh.<br /><br />I need to do some thrifting. Also, I need to do some E-baying. I have to get rid of this junk....to make room for more junk, of course.<br /><br />My mom is going to get me muffins at the store. Rock. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:558970 2004-09-18T04:53:52Z 2004-09-18T04:53:52Z The doctor told me today that there was blood in my urine sample. No one seemed to be fazed by this but my mom and me.<br /><br />Speaking of blood in my urine, my kidney area feels a little wack...<br /><br />=Internal bleeding=Death in sleep.<br /><br />Well, goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:558651 2004-09-18T01:22:44Z 2004-09-18T01:22:44Z I'm not mad anymore. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />Sshhhhhh<br />Shhhhhhh <br />It's, oh, so quiet <br />sshhh shhhh<br />It's, oh, so still <br />shhhhh shhhh<br />You're all alone <br />shhhh shhh<br />And so peaceful until...<br /><br />You fall in love<br />Zing boom<br />The sky up above<br />Zing boom<br />Is caving in<br />Wow bam<br />You've never been so nuts about a guy<br />You wanna laugh you wanna cry<br />You cross your heart and hope to die<br /><br />'Til it's over and then<br />shhhhh shhhh<br />It's nice and quiet <br />shhhhh shhhhh<br />But soon again <br />shhhhhh shhhhh<br />Starts another big riot<br /><br />You blow a fuse<br />Zing boom<br />The devil cuts loose<br />Zing boom<br />So what's the use<br />Wow bam<br />Of falling in love<br /><br />It's, oh, so quiet<br />It's, oh, so still<br />You're all alone<br />And so peaceful until...<br /><br />You ring the bell<br />Bim bam<br />You shout and you yell<br />Hi ho ho<br />You broke the spell<br />Gee, this is swell you almost have a fit<br />This guy is 'gorge' and I got hit<br />There's no mistake this is it<br /><br />'Til it's over and then<br />It's nice and quiet <br />shhhhh shhhhh<br />But soon again <br />shhhhh shhhhh<br />Starts another big riot<br /><br />You blow a fuse<br />Zing boom<br />The devil cuts loose<br />Zing boom<br />What's the use<br />Wow bam<br />Of falling in love<br /><br />The sky caves in<br />The devil cuts loose<br />You blow blow blow blow blow your fuse<br />When you've fallen in love<br /><br />ssshhhhh... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:558498 2004-09-17T11:04:00Z 2004-09-17T11:04:00Z Guh. <br /><br />My post was crazy last night. I was so mad. I don't know, it just seems as if no one likes to see me anymore, does that make sense? That's just how I feel. Whatever. I must have just gotten annoying. I understand that. I get mad about weird things.<br /><br />I'm so glad it's Friday, and after my doctor's appointment, I am totally going to sleep my whole life away. I've been waiting all week. Mmm over sleeping... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fernandojesse:558113 2004-09-17T04:31:40Z 2004-09-17T04:31:40Z Ya know, maybe I'll just go a little deeper into this. I don't know why I'm mad. All I know is that I'm mad at so-called "friends". Fucking fine, I know you don't want to come to Taunton with me to see a movie. I know you all don't have money, have already seen it, yada yada excuse excuse. I don't give a shit, I understand. But come on, when you practically ignore me when I just want you to meet my new friends? Try your best to get me off the phone in personal record time? Fuck you. FUCK YOU. I am so angry and everything has just been building up and maybe it's just because I'm tired, but I feel like kicking the shit out of everything in the room right now. <br /><br />Another thing. The LEAST <i>some</i> people could fucking do is TALK TO ME. But no. I won't get one fucking IM or one fucking phone call or one fucking text, no matter how many times I try to strike up a stupid shitty conversation. You're the one who pisses me off the most. I'm really trying to get our friendship back here, give me some credit.<br /><br />So maybe I'm being a little LJ drama queen, but I don't give two shits. Got a problem? I'll say it to your fucking face. When people I met a WEEK AGO are better friends to me than the people who are supposed to be my best friends...that just makes me angry.<br /><br />Has something changed in the last week? Please, fill me in people.